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Sunday, 22 November 2009
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Currently
End Titles...Stories for Film
By Unkle
see relatedA fine line between boredom and depression...
...is something that I can't seem to comprehend. I can't really decide if I am depressed or just bored. And by depressed I mean the slight depression all people go through, not the I-need-medication-to-go-through-the-day kind. For the past two and a half months, since I finished with army and my exam for the university, I have found myself in a strange loop. By having a target of starting a masters degree, either on February or September 2010, and deciding to retake some courses in order to improve my point average, I seem to have lost my life. It seems to have fallen into the cracks.
I can't commit to a serious job for two reasons. First is my exams on January, where i will have to go out of town for at least a week. Second is that i might get accepted for my masters on February. So getting a serious job was out of the picture. I do have an occasional job at a catering business, but it's kinda rare this time of the year. So most of my time is spent at home, doing nothing substantial. Don't get me wrong, it was fun at first. Chilling out all day, watching movies, surfing online, reading books, being carefree. After a while it got boring. I went out occasionally, but that was limited as well, since only one of my friends is in town. And he has a girlfriend, so she most times tags along.
She's nice and I don't expect him to ditch her to hang out with me. When it comes to women we all take a step back. Which brings me back to spending more and more time by myself. I am also trying to spend as less as possible, since I don't have any income, and I want to avoid being financed by my folks as much as possible. So after two months living like that, I find myself not wanting to do anything creative. I just sit around doing nothing. I avoid going out, I avoid more than necessary contact with people (and that includes my folks). All I got is my laptop and internet. Some online friends and nothing more.
My parents are afraid that i am getting depressed. They almost beg me to go out, even for a walk. I actually want the next to months to pass so I can have some options. I am bored of my latest life.
Hey life! Come back soon!
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
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Currently
Up to Now
By Snow Patrol
see relatedPrivate Phat Jake Part 5
After a long time, part 5 of this awful story is done. I think i will stop here. Now that my army days are over I don't see a point continuing this.
Private Phat Jake, Chapter 5 (First Guarding Shift)After an extensive weapon’s training, it was time for the soldiers to get assigned to guarding duty. It was a really easy task, although it had risks and dangers, as well as responsibility. After many years, the authorities established a two-soldier guarding shift. And that’s because the suicide rate had suddenly increased lately. Many people, over the years, shot themselves on guarding duty. So the new orders were to have two soldiers on each guarding unit, in order to lower that rate.
The new order was happily accepted by the soldiers, because it changed the whole perspective of guarding shifts. It was going to be more fun. They could talk to each other, something essential for time to pass by quicker and if they were careful, they could smoke, eat, drink, even do pranks to other guarding units that were spread around the camp.
Securing and guarding a perimeter was a relatively easy task. All you had to do is keep your eyes open, identify everyone in that perimeter and report anything suspicious to the camp’s head watcher via radio. Identifying a ‘trespasser’ was a three-step task. First, the guard had to stop the ‘unsub’ by loudly saying "Halt! Who’s in the area?". The ‘unsub’ could be a person passing by, a patrol unit, an officer checking on their performance or an officer in charge of escorting the guards for the next shift. In the first situation they would let the person pass by. In all other situations they would have to approach the ‘unsub’ for the second step of the identification. When the ‘unsub’ and the guard were 5 yards away from each other, the guard would silently say a number. The ‘unsub’ would counter say another number. After that the guard would allow the ‘unsub’ to approach closer for the third step. At the distance of 3 yards the guard would stop him, demanding for a password. After he gave the password, the ‘unsub’ was free to sign a piece of paper evaluating the performance of the guard.
The numbers and password were predefined and different every day. If the ‘unsub’ didn’t stop after the halt-warning was said twice the guard had the right to load his gun and yell "halt or I will shoot". In the case that the ‘unsub’ didn’t stop after that warning, the guard could attack him with the stock of the rifle. He could only shoot if his life was in danger. That was the guarding protocol for the camps that weren’t in war zones. Some of the soldiers were following that protocol to the letter, others were only serious with the officer checking if they were doing their duty correctly, because the punishment was usually harsh.
Jake decided to play it cool at his first shift, so that the other soldiers wouldn’t tease him being ‘geeky’ and all. In the back of his head he knew that he had to follow protocol to the letter.
A corporal that was in charge of escorting new guards to each guarding unit entered the barracks and waited in the atrium for the guards. He was really sleepy, since it was 1 am and he was changing the guards every 4 hours, from 3 pm earlier that day. He took a big drag of his cigarette and exhaled loudly, showing a slight loss of temper, as the guards were late.
It was pitch black outside, cold and windy. It was raining heavily earlier that day and the ground was covered in slippery mud. The soldiers finally gathered and with the corporal started the shift change.
-"Hurry up now guys, you are late. It’s not fair to the other guards waiting in such cold weather", said the corporal while walking fast uphill for the first guarding unit.
Jake, having trouble adjusting to the low temperature, turned up the collar of his jacket. As they were going downhill towards the last guarding unit where Jake was stationed a soldier slipped on the mad and slid down the hill, taking another one down with him. The others started laughing loudly, but stopped immediately after the corporal gave them an earful. They continued and changed the guards.
Jake was paired up with Charlie, an 18 year old kid. They started talking about their lives, getting to know each other. Jake took cover behind a tree and lit a cigarette. They were both tired and sleepless and stopped talking after a while. Charlie sat on a big rock, exhausted from last day’s training sessions. He kept complaining about his boots not fitting well. All of a sudden Jake was startled by a sound coming from the area next to the tree he was standing.
-"Chill out Phat, it’s just the wind man", Charlie said laughing at Jake’s reflective movement.
Jake calmed down, thinking that he was really tired and he was hearing things. He leaned his back on the tree taking a long drag from his cigarette. The moon was finally uncovered from the dark clouds and he stared at it as it was covered again after a few moments, leaving darkness behind it.
The whistling sound of the wind was torn as the sound of a branch snapping was heard. Charlie quickly jumped from the cliff and grabbed his gun. Jake threw the cigarette away and aimed towards the source of the sound shouting:
- "Halt! Who’s in the area?!"
There was no response and Charlie now repeated the same sentence. An indistinct sound of steps echoed in the air and they both took a few steps back. Jake loaded his rifle while fear was running through his spine.
- "Halt or I will shoot!!!", he shouted. There was no response, but the sound of steps was more distinct now. It was clear that someone was approaching them. Charlie pointed his flashlight towards the source of the sound, only to see a thick layer of bushes. When the bushes started shaking, they both aimed at them. Both of their hearts were pounding, as they were not getting a response.
To their surprise, Jack, the camp’s dog came out of the bushes, waiving it’s tail. They both burst into laughter...
Friday, 16 October 2009
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Currently
Absolutes
By Barcelona
see relatedWho are your 5 all-time favorite TV characters?
Dr Gregory House from House M.D.
Barney Stinson from How I Met Your Mother
Turtle from Entourage
Kenny McCormick from South Park
The Janitor from Scrubs
I just answered this Featured Question; you can answer it too!
PS I just listened to an album called Absolutes from an indie rock band called Barcelona. Awesomeness in a record..
Saturday, 12 September 2009
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Currently
Of Mice and Men
By John Steinbeck
see relatedRandom rumblings
Saturday night. Nothing to do. Just saw the pilot of Vampire Diaries. It was ok I guess. Twilight-ish. Listening to random songs on youtube. Mgmt - Kids playing now. I find myself with no material to blog lately. And it bothers me a lot. I couldn't wait to finish with the army and the exams to start blogging again. And now i got nothing to say. Funny eh? So i shall share a bit.
I started to get my old self together the last week. I finally passed my last exam, it's just that i wont graduate on November. I decided to retake some courses in order to improve my average, since I will need a better average for my master's degree applications. That's what my professors advised me to do. I got a 6,29 out of ten and i need a 6,5. I finally spent a carefree week after a very long time. Saw some friends, bought a new portable 500Gb hard drive to back up my stuff from my laptop. I formatted it today, and it's finally working in a decent manner. Remember the name by Fort Minor playing now.
So now i gotta study 3-4 courses, and while at it i am thinking of getting a bit creative. Get a job or two, just enough to gather my monthly expenses. Start lessons for my driver's license. Start exercising again. Read some literature. Quit smoking for one more time. Spend less time online. After a few days i find it really tiring being online almost all day. I am turning into a zombie. A zombie that plays games on facebook. And i realize that it's beyond sad. What was life before facebook? Even before internet? I barely remember it. Running up the hill by Placebo playing now.
I ain't gonna play in the mud, like old times, but i can sure stay away from interwebz. Or at least spend less time. Just the basics. E-mails, some chat, tv series (oh this year is gonna be a riot), some xanga.
The ex is being really annoying lately. Calling frequently, showing that semi-fake interest in my life. Just to verify that i am still speaking to her, that her well being is on top on my list of interests. Douchebag-gy? That's what i am thinking. I should finally grow the nerve to end that shit. Our phone conversations are like a record playing on repeat. What does that say about me? Or her? Hypocrites? I don't know. I find it polite to behave like that to her. But on the other hand it sure gets annoying, listening to the same things over and over again. Time will tell. I seem to want to change. And that's good. I think..Now that i found you by sundayman is playing.
Off to go for drinks!
Tuesday, 25 August 2009
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Currently
Humbug
By Arctic Monkeys
see relatedRequiem For A Tree (Fires In Greece)
150.000 square meters turned into ashes in only 4 days. Areas of thick forests, some illegal houses in between and some hundreds of houses in populated areas. All these some kilometers north of Athens. People saw their lives labors being destroyed in a matter of minutes, as these fires are the worst in the last 20 years. High velocity winds in addition to the high temperatures make the extinguish of the the fire next to impossible. Arson? Human mistake? Land hungry businessmen? We wont know for at least some time.
But i blame the government. Our beloved government that is there in our every day lives. To squeeze us out of our every last breath. They are still incompetent to help putting out the fires. They stay put, as if they boggled, just trying to justify their lack of action. I read in the paper today that the limited resources are an outcome of an economy policy! Lets see now..
1) Air patrols above high danger areas were cut even though some airplane clubs made their planes available as long as the government paid for the fuel.
2)The new orders to the fire department are that when a fire starts first they use the ground units. If they can't control it then the airplanes and helicopters fly to the rescue.
3)3.000 open spaces in the fire department were not occupied. We got the proper equipment but we got not enough personnel to use it.
4)For nine years now military helicopters are not used in fire fighting, because the salt water corrodes their engines, making them unable for their tasks, some of which are to transport generals, ministers and priests around the country.
All those in the name of economy! When they steal people's money they don't care about economy. People are tired of politicians and their false hopes they give to the people. Other than smoke, I smell riots again. This is way too much, and people are enough of it. I hope it doesn't rain at all in September, because major floods will occur, with all that forest being burned to ashes. I hope they salvage a tree from all those that burn. So that they can go and hang themselves.
PS. By govenment i mean the Greek one.


