Saturday, 12 September 2009
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Of Mice and Men
By John Steinbeck
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Saturday night. Nothing to do. Just saw the pilot of Vampire Diaries. It was ok I guess. Twilight-ish. Listening to random songs on youtube. Mgmt - Kids playing now. I find myself with no material to blog lately. And it bothers me a lot. I couldn't wait to finish with the army and the exams to start blogging again. And now i got nothing to say. Funny eh? So i shall share a bit.
I started to get my old self together the last week. I finally passed my last exam, it's just that i wont graduate on November. I decided to retake some courses in order to improve my average, since I will need a better average for my master's degree applications. That's what my professors advised me to do. I got a 6,29 out of ten and i need a 6,5. I finally spent a carefree week after a very long time. Saw some friends, bought a new portable 500Gb hard drive to back up my stuff from my laptop. I formatted it today, and it's finally working in a decent manner. Remember the name by Fort Minor playing now.
So now i gotta study 3-4 courses, and while at it i am thinking of getting a bit creative. Get a job or two, just enough to gather my monthly expenses. Start lessons for my driver's license. Start exercising again. Read some literature. Quit smoking for one more time. Spend less time online. After a few days i find it really tiring being online almost all day. I am turning into a zombie. A zombie that plays games on facebook. And i realize that it's beyond sad. What was life before facebook? Even before internet? I barely remember it. Running up the hill by Placebo playing now.
I ain't gonna play in the mud, like old times, but i can sure stay away from interwebz. Or at least spend less time. Just the basics. E-mails, some chat, tv series (oh this year is gonna be a riot), some xanga.
The ex is being really annoying lately. Calling frequently, showing that semi-fake interest in my life. Just to verify that i am still speaking to her, that her well being is on top on my list of interests. Douchebag-gy? That's what i am thinking. I should finally grow the nerve to end that shit. Our phone conversations are like a record playing on repeat. What does that say about me? Or her? Hypocrites? I don't know. I find it polite to behave like that to her. But on the other hand it sure gets annoying, listening to the same things over and over again. Time will tell. I seem to want to change. And that's good. I think..Now that i found you by sundayman is playing.
Off to go for drinks!
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Comments (5)
Yeah, if she's your ex, you don't owe her anything. You don't have to take her calls if you don't want to.
@ModernBunny - It's not that i don't want to take her calls, it's the content that's bothering me..
go with your instincts.
..i can barely remember how life was before internet too. but i think i should not get my laptop fixed. lol. because yesterday, i went jogging with a friend. we found some park with lots of trees and even found a waterform like a lake i think.. and we saw lots of ducks.. we should do that more often... ..crowpy, jose behaving like shit. pfft. im getting pissed off by him not having money and kept using mine... and he even uses it to buy beers. asshole. im kicking him out tomorrow. =p and yeah, with my money to buy his bus ticket back to ny. he came this time to bring me my stuffs that arrived when i sent them from ny. so i guess, fine! he did a favor. but i wont visit him anymore if he doesnt have money.. and i wont let him come over if he doesnt have enough money to last him that long. makes sense right? THIS TIME IM GONNA STICK TO IT! FIRMLY!
he is douchbag-gy. you guys are not.
@Blue_Angel_24 - I can't help but reply the same. Go with your instincts. Or at least communicate. Tell him that it bothers you..
yeah, have a drink and think if over. she's an ex... so you don't have to tolerate that. tell er!